In other words someone didnot sit down and teach you all about spaceships and you just draw the coolest one you could think of.  

   The Idea about such things as space travel did not really exsist in the general sciences and general earth matters until after the landing on the moon and to a degree, until after several landings on the moon, and with the winged vertical rocket launch of the space shuttle and the hiper-speed ride down through the atmosphere with the new manufacture of an old idea" space tiles",(made from sand stone with a bonding ingrediant), in its making and with wings, to a landing in the desert of the first transatmosphereic aircraft with peaple on board, backward at 12000 miles per hour.

   The second major thought step was the idea of takeing an aircraft space ship off the ground into orbit off a horizontal runway like an airplane. With this type of design though it was pretty much thought that this would only happen with fantastic advances in powerplants that were," super", in nature and far out pace in cost and overhaul and difficulty in manufacture to actualy put into space in our life time any way.

   Not only this but the third primary of the matter was how to make a real spaceship-airplane with deep-space capabilities in the context of mankind being in an approchable position to being able to absorb the cost of the engineering concepts associated with the venture and make it pay off.

    It was with these thoughts that Tinkerbell working on "Huey helicopters" from a jungle base camp in the," land of many sargents"(Vietnam), and pondered on the night sky so far away from home he thought it, his second home.The girls were pretty thats for sure, and really cable TV had not even been invented yet or the desk top computer,yet the astronuats had landed on the moon!

    Many hours of constant drawing of aircraft of all types added to with knowlege from an aviation periodicals or a picture out of an old out of print book brought me to the fore front of dismissing the notion of a giant airplane-spaceship all together even  with the help of Oberlutenant Lent the picture was not always there to behold and put to paper.

    My mother, God bless her, told me I should of gotten a job in the library I spent so much time in there,but one day,quite beside myself I put together a configuration of an airplane-spaceship configuration that hinged on the idea of useing the wing of an aircraft backwards with a rocket engine attached to it to attain hyper-dynamic speeds possibly and push itself into orbit using the front of the wing to take off.

    This basic conception of backward flying aircraft or rather forward and backward flying inventions related the basic need for lift avialable in its rearward mode.This was conceptualized in the format of a channel or circle wing attached to the fuselage aft of the cockpit and by adding amentities like short wings attached to scram jets or pulse jets They, I felt sure would give ample lift for the time needed to lift the aerodynamic body through the useable atmosphere and into orbit.

     But to put the system together and convenance the attributes of getting your powerplants and airframe back on the ground for overhaul and turnaround;and after working on my my idea for a while (I realized and was quite convinced that my approch was the best way, and what I really wanted to do ,also, was to stand up to those "Star Trek" suckers and send them pack'in!. And I did it in a way that I started to itemize all the things nessesary and thoughtful from the takeoff and landing of a spaceship-airplane on the surface of the earth, to a large interplanetary winged spaceship, in orbit, being readied for deep space missions with the attachment of centrifugal force driven gravity-containers when the aircraft was in orbit. To do this or get this idea to work into the network of ideas of a space program Tinkerbell came up with the idea of a service aircraft that were two aircraft put together that was smaller in thought then the main airplane-spaceship would be and service in orbit (like attaching the centrifugal driven gravity containter-compartments or bringing the main ascent engine to the surface of earth in an airfeild like setting to be worked on and overhauled),This aircraft air tool I found was from a World War Two design of a glider towing engineering platform that was used to get large heavily loaded gliders off the ground and its designer was Ernst Udet director of experimental aircraft luftwaffe 1937.By putting the idea to work with a few modifications like the cargo pod and circle wing,( it too flys backwards into orbit). I call this configuration "Udets Platform", after its terrific inventor, (he later as commanding general in charge of all bomber and fighter production in Germany during WW2 he commited suicide a unremitting and thankless job as it turned out).Where many luftwaffe pilots experianced and quite young and inexperianced lost their lifes to the industrial power of the allies and the lend lease program.

The constant battering of the history surrounding the holocust and the charges of war crimminals in Americas space program has had a chilling and cosative effect As the economic demeaner of the United States changed and deminished because of the cold war and the distruction  of the nation through caniving political gain from major crimminal elements and indiviguals not only inside the United States and at some office of power but outside the United States as globalization had its effect on diminished anti-trust laws and weak intelectual property laws and crimminal elements and indiviguals and groups.

   In Tinkerbell design room mind by 1995 with "Udets Platform" on the drawing tables we could now carry up the cetrifugal gravity containers an attach them in orbit, possibly whole new tail sections with special fuel tanks and gearing for the gravity containers.Bring back ascent engines to be overhauled,cargo and fuel to replenish the tanks and start mapping out the planets for man exploration in a big way, not like it was before with everything being verticaly lifted from giant launch pads.

    Ok so that is pretty much how it came together the basic idea of useing the design of an airplane wing and attached a rocket engine to it but face it flying rearward from its normal direction, and the forward flying fuction of the airplane wing to get the vehical off the ground, added to this was coming up with the design of "Christafer Robin" and then the addition of "Udets Platform" to enhance the basic "Christafer Robin"idea and a vehical, to service it, and add attributes and there you have a trans-atmospheric interplanetary spaceship with gravity in some of the compartments and it takes off of the ground like an airplane.

    (written in March 2008 Agnes Wamsley and my fathers wedding anniversary). Today is the first weekday of the St.Patricks day weekend and its the maden flight of the biggest airplane ever yet built The Airbus-380 that can carry over 500 passengers.Christafer Robin and Udets Platform vehicals have blisters on the side of the fuselage with room for a pilot and co-pilot and flightengineer/observer on the left and on the right side of the fuselage for forward flight fuctions and a compartment for rearward flight inside and to the rear of the foreward flight stations.

   

      The people that Tinkerbell claims to work for, invested in to the building of the giant machine(Air bus 380). Large airplanes like this have sometimes much of their intelic jargon and associations about their operation , connected, to their great weight.When you want to fly a big airplane and you've been flying little ones like piper cubs you begin to understand that their are such things as in there operations such as takeoff weight.Differant from landing weight, in takeoff weight that airplane could be its heaviest and the wing may be able to change its airfoil to accomidate its fully loaded capacity but the airplane cannot land that way,If there is an emergency right after take off it may have to dump fuel, at least to bring the weight down in order to land without damaging the aircraft structure.When you start to talk or think about these kinds of things and relate it to a giant airplane- spaceship you can get sweaty palms and you realize the importance and meaning of simple-dum -and stupid design concepts.

    Actualy lets talk for a minute about a flying vehical that has wings and your thinking about it flying backwards and then it hits you square in the eyes that it has to fly forwards also or more importantly not only also but first in its inception concept of how it operates.Now, ever since Tinkerbell was a little Tinkerbell he knew from reading American airplane books at the library when he was in primary school that the idea held water to an extent, but alot of this he attributes to him being Oberlutenant Helmut Lent in his past life.Only in the 1970's did he reallize how much water the idea confirmed by discovering the publications of diagrams and configurations and information of the WW2 aircraft that Willy and his friends put into  the design of the various models and varients of the BF and ME-109 aircraft.the relationship to this configuration and building it to fly backwards, led to a  focus on weight and balance and center of gravity positions of other various configurations and other aircraft and information about the subject.

    Really though you must get appropriately aquainted with understanding the importance of forward flying weight and balance, and design internal into aircraft construction to appriciate the seemingly formidable task of adding the terms of transatmospheric to aircraft and spaceship to transatmosphereic and interplanertary to spaceship and size to Me-109 and "Christafer Robin".

    When we discuss the justa-positioing of size to prototype development lets  use this analogy to justafy a major step in the space program..To the point you'd want to get to, to put gravity containers on "Christafer Robin" you may have to or want to build a large or larger "Udets Platform" that can carry up a whole tail sextion with the special gearing for centriufgal drive, attached  the gravity containers to a device which make that section spin around the fuselage.So a special "Udets Platform would have to be built to accomplish that maybe.This you mite say is alot of stuff, but before this idea, of gravity in space,it was absolutley impossible to go into space for any length of time and from what we learn this far you must have it for any sort of manned missions which include the medium and farther out distant planets.Before Tinkerbells idea we were handicapped at the knees or ankles. 

     When Debbie and I were in Oklahoma at Sparten school of aviation and the space shuttle chalenger exploded.There was an election happening around that time too Tinkerbell thinks and soon after there was a point when I got suspended for a month from school for being stuck in traffic and five minutes late for class 

there was a turmoil and we think now we were spied on and at $800.00 dollars a month turition with every penny counting,we got in a fight and separated.Tinkerbell little heart is brused Debbie was a Virgo and a capricorn's best friend and we were just really beginning to know each other.

      Charged with being mentaly disfuctional and at the throes of political debate Tinkerbell didnot have a cosy apartment with Debbie at home to come home to.It was a long long time before I had any home at all, as I left down the road on a bus for a few days. 

       Thats the truth and even though Tinkerbell thought of his spaceship-airplane idea tied to the old design of a WW2 german fighterplane the thought of it became very occult so occult that in 1993 I got back to the Chicago area and on my way home hitch hikeing in the winter time I stopped off at the Wheaton Illinois public library (a place I was later to find out was the home of an organization that promoted reincarnation in America).In the library I found a book written in english but printed in Germany about the Luftwaffe in WW2  in the back of the book a picture of a luftwaffen Oberlutenant by the name of Helmut Lent whitch was transcribed next to it 104 victories he wore a knights cross around his neck.Tinkerbell was stunned shattered too, in Florida he had been practicing meditation and working on his chakras and had a magnetic attraction to old documentries about the war in Germany.Tinkerbell stared at the picture he remembered the bright sun and the large camera with a flash bulb Tinkerbell stared at the picture harder and harder his adams apple was in his mouth and deep inside himself came the question,"is that Tinkerbell"? "It is", came the answer and for a long time after that Tinkerbell was beside himself.What did this mean?What was it doing here?What is going on.Tinkerbell seems to remember something about his first wife Karla comming to the library in Wheaton to look at a book with her girlfriends from college but she didn't really directly tell me about it.Holy Cow! Tinkerbell thought they worked on the atomic bomb right near here there was a WW2 german submarine downtown Chicago at the Museum.What does this mean and what does this mean for the future?Tinkerbell Kurt Wm Johnson President Air Boy Tibet Inc.1995 2008.